some days feel impossible. dark

some days feel impossible.
dark and hopeless.
ahhh such a burden for the optimist.
melody must have left the air and i am bereft of anything musical.
and the roaring undulation of a lion's breath has no effect on my ribs.
none.
this morning i attempt writing guitar parts for the ep we began recording last weekend.
no.
nothing.
maybe because the recording went so perfectly last weekend, today i am left listless and blind.
wondering, what is it that i cannot find?
am i too a victim to the gross distractions of the world?
la la la la al al la la la l sla la ls al al al la la la al la al la la lal a.
no singing today.
tomorrow or the next or the next or the next or the next, i will be less poor.
hopelessly.
and you will still like me.
melody or not.